I Should Have Told You Sooner, It's Been Gnawing at my Brain.

 So my friend Marc's puppet show, "Razia's Shadow" is now over and I have nothing to distract me from the undeniable fact that I am absolutely TERRIBLE at getting homework done. My methodology for doing homework goes somewhat like this:

"Alright, I've set aside the entire evening to get this project that I've been putting off for weeks finally done. I've got my coffee, I've told my friends I'm busy, It's only 6 in the evening, plenty of time to get this done and still get enough sleep so I won't hate the whole of existence when I have to wake up at 7:00 AM tomorrow for my morning class."

...

"Well, since I have so much time left, I can indulge a little and quickly beat the Shadow Temple in Ocarina of Time. Really, I deserve a break after telling my friends I couldn't hang out with them tonight. Yeah, that makes total sense. This will only take like three hours anyways."

*3 hours later*

"Wow that was great. I forgot how fun that temple was. Well, now here I am, totally ready and prepared with just enough time left to get this project done. I'm rested, relaxed and ready."

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"Let me check facebook first though. That will only take a minute. I should really check up on my o-game too, as my resources are probably ready to be moved. Oh hey, is this an image gallery full of hilarious and cute pictures? I have time to browse through that real quick. I wonder if "Winter is Coming" has updated in the past 10 minutes?"

*2 hours later*

"I hate myself so much."

Not only do I manage to get absolutely nothing done, I wasted an entire evening I could have been using for legitimate leisure activity on putzing around on the internet avoiding the work I absolutely NEED to get done.

Why do I do this to myself?

Why am I so inept at just putting my nose to the grindstone and getting these things done?

Why am I writing in my blog instead of in the blank word document that is staring at, no, judging, the innermost, shameful parts of my soul?

Good question.