I haven't updated in a while.
I don't know when I will again.
At some point, coming up with something to talk about what can hold interest without showing the triteness of the internet, especially as this blog was cutting into my gaming time.
This, however, is keeping me up.
This shouldn't, I know. I'd never found appeal in the series, and Sega's cutting of the game to ribbons made me revolted by its very existence.
Were it so simple.
A very important person to me sent this game to me as a birthday gift (my birthday is on the 18th of March) as a surprise, something I just discovered when I came home on the 17th after a 7-day hospital stay. It had been the result of my promise to try games that I might not, but he liked. It had been something I'd been curious about: What would he send me? Would it be fun? Would it be interesting? Would it make me a fan of something I previously wouldn't bother with?
Instead, here I am with a moral dilemma.
This had been something he pre-ordered for me. It was something he clearly loves, and defends whenever I make my position - that Sega's actions are unjustifiable, and any purchase or play of the game simply indulges Sega, a company that will only do the bare minimum (look what happened to Sonic).
He had time to cancel the pre-order, and instead stuck with it, leaving me two decidedly unappealing options.
ONE - I can trade the game in at GameStop for credit toward another game. That sends the message that I will dismiss anything this person likes out of hand, something he already accuses me of more often than I'd like. No doubt it would eliminate this opportunity in the future.
TWO - I can play it, and send the message to Sega - by having the game on my PSN account - that their actions are not only appropriate, but desired. I can play it, and give them the thumbs up to take shortcuts in future localizations, to make cuts out of convenience.
On the one hand, I hurt someone I care for dearly, on the other, I become a Modern Warfare 2 PC "boycotter," one with opinions, but no desire to live up to them when it matters. Injure a friend or abandon my ideals. A nice, hard kick in the vagoo either way.
I haven't updated in a while.
I don't know when I will again.
I just thought I'd share the source of my sleepless night.
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