I'm with you 100%. E3 is something that I can't appreciate anymore. I used to eat it all up - the hype, the trailers, the debate about which publishers had the best lineups, speculation, drama, etc. - but I guess I got too old and cynical. It's not even something I can enjoy being snarky about - I can't enjoy hating E3, if that makes sense. I just hate it. Especially the cringy stage presentations/press conferences. Too many games I don't care about and will never play, or some new industry bullshit.
Games I like and will want to play will find their way to me. I don't need E3 as a consumer, and I don't feel like I need it to be part of "the culture", because frankly, I've tried to keep myself at arms reach from gaming culture over the past few years. I'm happy being an observer on the madness - I can claim a "game culture" visa, but I wouldn't get an actual passport and be truly accepted.
The Elder Scrolls IV is the one game, one piece of media, that I want more than any other. Oblivion and Skyrim are my #1 and 2 games of all-time, and I watched the whole damn Bethesda press conference to see if it was there (and to see if Fallout 76 was going to be a game I want to play, which, ehhh jury's still out). It was really disappointing to get just that little teaser after they announced so much other stuff, including that they're working on a game before TESVI that's so far off that they didn't say anything about it, but they super realsy promise that they're working on TESVI after that. I thought to myself "why the hell did you watch that whole thing?". A few years ago, a reveal like that would have me jumping out of my chair. Now, I don't think there's any video game announcement that would get me that hyped.
I'm past hype. I'm vehemently anti-hype. Things like E3, Magic: The Gathering card spoiler season, film trailers - they all killed the idea of hype for me.
If you enjoy and get excited for E3, then more power to you. 5-6 years ago, I'd be right there on the hype train with you. No shade, no judgement, this is purely me talking about me - I can't do it anymore. I changed.
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